coobybook Chapter 161 "If I had known she was a lunatic..."
Chapter 161 "If I had known she was a lunatic..."
It hurts, it hurts...
It felt like there were ten blenders running in my stomach, and my internal organs were churning.
Lin Mingmo frowned, bit her lower lip, and curled up into a ball.
Her face was so pale that it almost blended into the pillow and quilt, and her long black hair made her look even more haggard.
Sheng Yuan sat by the bed and stayed there all night. Unable to bear the fatigue, he closed his eyes for a while.
"Hmm..." a soft murmur.
Sheng Yuan opened his eyes instantly, moved closer to Lin Mingmo, and called softly, "Momo?"
"Hmm..." Lin Mingmo frowned deeply, as if she was still torn between being half asleep and half awake.
Sheng Yuan stretched out his hand, and as soon as it touched her fingers, Lin Mingmo subconsciously grasped his two fingers and held them tightly in her palm.
"It hurts so much..." Lin Mingmo didn't open her eyes, but she felt Sheng Yuan was beside her, so she couldn't help but complain about her grievances.
Sheng Yuan frowned, his gloomy and cold face full of heartache.
He raised his hand and gently stroked Lin Mingmo's brow with his fingertips, "I'm sorry..."
Ever since the accident, he has been blaming himself. Why did he leave Lin Mingmo alone in the room? Why did he keep an eye on Mo Zheng? Why couldn't he protect her...
She was in pain, and he was in pain too, as if a piece of flesh had been cut out of his heart.
Lin Mingmo slowly opened her eyes, and what caught her eye was Sheng Yuan's melancholy expression.
She felt dizzy and thought she was still on the yacht, but the smell of disinfectant that rushed into her nose and the dazzling white all around her brought her back to reality.
"This is... a hospital?" Lin Mingmo frowned. "Why are we in a hospital?"
Sheng Yuan didn't know how to explain and pursed his lips.
Doctors found traces of anesthetic in her blood.
It must be that person who knocked Lin Mingmo unconscious, so Lin Mingmo was unaware of it.
Confused memory, dizziness and nausea... Lin Mingmo has to endure a lot of sequelae.
Thinking of this, Sheng Yuan's heart ached again.
She looked around and tried to get up.
However, after just a slight movement, severe cramps suddenly came from the lower abdomen.
"Hiss—" She instantly curled up in pain, "Why does it hurt so much..."
For a moment, cold sweat broke out on her forehead, and she bit her lower lip tightly, her teeth digging deeply into it.
Even his muffled moans were so weak.
"Momo..." Sheng Yuan's blood vessels at his temples twitched, and he felt heartbroken.
He wished that the pain she suffered could be transferred to himself, even if it would be ten times more severe, he would be willing to do so.
"Sheng Yuan...what's wrong with me?" Lin Mingmo asked weakly, "Aren't we on a yacht...how could this happen...ah..."
Sheng Yuan clenched his hands and breathed rapidly.
Struggling with whether to tell her the truth.
Feelings of regret, resentment, and pain once again filled his heart.
How could he not have noticed that she was pregnant?
When she arrived at the hospital, Lin Mingmo had lost a lot of blood and no matter how good the doctors and technology were, they could not save her.
She lost her child, their child...
It took a while for Lin Mingmo to calm down a little, breathing deeply.
After all, it was her own body, and Lin Mingmo had a vague feeling.
Tears instantly filled her eyes. She looked at him, her lips opening and closing for a long time, but no sound came out.
Tears welled up.
Sheng Yuan's eyes were red, but he still smiled gently and kissed the back of her hand.
"It's okay... It's okay..." He brushed away the hair on her face and comforted her gently, "Take care of yourself, there will be more in the future..."
Seeing Lin Mingmo's determined and gloomy face, Sheng Yuan suddenly panicked.
"Didn't you want to have a child so early?"
As soon as he said this, he saw Lin Mingmo's face twisted into an expression of extreme pain and anger.
"Momo..."
“…” Lin Mingmo burst into tears silently.
Tears welled up.
Indeed, Lin Mingmo didn't want to have a child so early.
She didn't dare.
She wasn't prepared.
She didn't even know how long her relationship with Sheng Yuan could last.
She just wanted her child to be born into a normal family, with a father and mother who truly loved her...
So, she doesn't want children.
……
However, when she learned that she had just lost a child, she could hardly control her sadness.
It felt like something was taken away from me.
"Why? Why? Why..." Lin Mingmo asked with a sob.
Shouldn't she have been so brave as to board that yacht?
Or is she too thin?
Why did she suddenly have a baby and then lose it just as quickly?
Could it be that even this baby regrets having such a terrible mother?
Lin Mingmo's mind was full of random thoughts.
Tears flowed down and slid into the corners of my mouth, tasting salty and bitter.
My body felt like it was soaked in ice-cold sea water and I couldn't stop shaking.
Sheng Yuan hugged her and let her vent her emotions.
Besides that, he didn't know what to do.
It was unknown how long it took before Lin Mingmo's breathing gradually stabilized.
Lying on Sheng Yuan's chest, the familiar breath, familiar heartbeat, and familiar temperature always made her feel at ease.
At this moment, Sheng Yuan's cell phone vibrated.
He frowned and took a look. It was Mo Zheng calling.
"Answer it." Lin Mingmo said softly.
Sheng Yuan lowered his eyes and looked at Lin Mingmo in his arms. Rationally, he thought he should let her go and go to the balcony to answer the call.
But emotionally, he felt that he should not leave Lin Mingmo at this moment.
In front of Lin Mingmo, emotion always outweighs rationality.
So, after a few seconds of hesitation, Sheng Yuan answered the phone.
"A Yuan, that person... has been found." Mo Zheng's angry voice came from the phone.
Lin Mingmo's breathing paused slightly. She did not react, but continued to listen.
"Yang Zutian, the youngest son of Zhenxing Group's second-in-command, played dead when questioned and refused to admit anything... I couldn't help but give him a pair of panda eyes... He's at the East Suburbs Racecourse, waiting for your decision."
The voice Lin Mingmo heard was intermittent, but she still managed to piece together the complete message from a few fragmented words.
"Sheng Yuan..." Lin Mingmo grabbed Sheng Yuan's clothes, looked up at his eyes, and asked anxiously, "You seem to be interrogating someone? Why? Is it related to me?"
There was a flash of panic on Sheng Yuan's calm face, which was accurately captured by Lin Mingmo.
Now, she was sure of it.
"...Did someone hurt me on purpose this time?" Tears welled up in her eyes again, and she sobbed, "I just knew... I just knew my baby wouldn't leave for no reason..."
"Yang Zutian?" She shook her head in disbelief. "I don't even know him... Why would he want to hurt me like this... No, he's just a knife. The one who actually wields the knife... is someone else!"
"Fang Yaqi! It must be her!"
Lin Mingmo lost her composure and spoke a lot of incoherent words. Finally, she became more and more agitated and sat up with her hands on Sheng Yuan's body.
His face was full of sorrow.
"Sheng Yuan... If I had known she was a lunatic... I shouldn't... shouldn't have been with you..."