Chapter 146 Unable to Save Myself
Chapter 146 Unable to Save Myself
They were afraid that Tuanzi would leave, so they felt tormented.
But every time Tuanzi's eyes looked at them, they would always abandon those bad thoughts and feel that time had passed in a flash.
But the more this happened, the more painful it became for them when they came to their senses.
Only when you care will you feel pain and fear of losing.
But how can they not care? How can they remain indifferent to the cats who accompany them, help them, and have their eyes full of them?
They had no choice but to try to let go of these thoughts and concentrate on accompanying Tuanzi.
Life was happy at the beginning. Tuanzi was not feeling well but she could bear it, and they spent a few relatively happy days.
Just like usual, as soon as they got home, they surrounded Tuanzi and wanted to cuddle with him. They would quarrel from time to time, and would sneak a peek at Tuanzi while quarreling.
Tuanzi used to try to coax them, but later he realized they were just pretending and he didn't bother to care anymore. As a result, the two of them started to complain about his ruthlessness.
And watch movies together.
A kitten arrived in heaven. It started with a lot of cat food and cat nuggets, all of which were given to it by its owner.
With these foods, the kitten can live happily in heaven for a long time, without hunger and without any illness to bother it.
It was very happy at first, but after a few days it missed the crying two-legged beast terribly.
It missed her, even if it might be tortured by illness if it went back, even if it would take a lot of effort to get back to her.
Because there is no pregnant cat in the house, only this one kitten, so it will be born somewhere else, maybe very nearby, or maybe thousands of miles away.
It still resolutely walked towards its reincarnation place, and before reincarnation, it spent all its food.
It wanted to draw its original appearance and then reincarnate, because this way she would recognize it at a glance.
But it didn't get the prize, and walked into the reincarnation machine disappointedly.
Before leaving, the stationed cat asked it.
"Are you sure? Maybe when you go back, your Twoleg will already have other cats."
It smiled and didn't answer, but this couldn't hide her kindness to itself.
In the end, it once again experienced the pain of wandering, and searched for its way home step by step.
The surrounding area is too unfamiliar, but it has faith in its heart, and someone is waiting for it.
Watching them reunite, Wen Shuya and Qin Hua lowered their heads and looked at Tuanzi who was watching the movie seriously in their arms.
If only that were true.
They will keep looking for it.
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But later, Tuanzi's health deteriorated.
It felt its steps becoming heavier and heavier. It had already been unable to run, and now even walking was difficult.
Tuanzi was lying on his little bed. Wen Shuya and Qin Hua had not yet finished get off work, and the light in the room had dimmed.
It felt like it was struggling to breathe, but they hadn't come back yet.
If they come back and see that I'm not here, these two crybabies will definitely cry again.
Normally at this time, Tuanzi would turn on the light by himself, but now his consciousness is becoming increasingly blurred and he is unable to turn on the light.
The sky was getting darker and darker, and Tuanzi had a lot of thoughts in his mind.
How can we face the separation calmly? How can we make them happier?
It still feels uneasy, because they are two fools who can even cry when they quarrel, and whom even cats won't fool.
It was dark, and my thoughts were blurry.
It seemed like a long time had passed, and the feeling of difficulty breathing made it very uncomfortable.
Tuanzi didn't even have the strength to shake his tail, he just held on for his last breath, wanting to take one last look at them.
It doesn't want to leave like this, as that would only leave regrets.
I don't know how long it took, but the door was pushed open.
Wen Shuya and Qin Hua said nothing. The moment they entered the room, their hearts seemed to stop for a moment.
Because every time they come home, they are greeted by a lighted house and a cat waiting for them at the door.
It always keeps barking before they open the door, as if it is telling something.
Sometimes it would remain silent, making them think it was not there, but in fact it was hiding in the corner and attacking them.
It has never been absent, not for a single day.
The previous memories were too vague but they still felt uneasy. However, when they opened the door and didn't see its figure, they suddenly felt relieved.
There is no way to change it no matter how much they struggle. They have trapped themselves for more than ten years and are only most panicked at this moment.
If it was still there, they would never always dwell on the past and make it worry.
They desperately hoped that this was just a prank.
But when they opened the bedroom door and turned on the light, all they saw was a cat with its back to them.
Are you asleep?
Tuanzi also heard the noise of them coming at this time. It tried hard to control its body, but in the end it only moved a little and did not get up.
But it still saw Wen Shuya and Qin Hua. The two of them were huddled together, holding Tuanzi in the middle.
The moment their eyes met, all the words they had used to comfort themselves collapsed on the spot, and the wall they had built with great difficulty also fell apart.
Before they met each other and before they met Tuanzi, they were maliciously tortured by others.
It's like my heart was shattered, the pain couldn't be put back together, and I could only look for energy to support me in the ruins.
Eleven years ago they found the energy to support them. There are two pieces in total, one is red and the other is black and white.
They placed their energy in their empty hearts and used this energy as their support.
And now, one of the energies is about to disappear.
The black and white energy flickered and slowly dimmed, but they still kept it firmly in place, buried in their hearts.
Tuanzi's eyes were filled with their reflections, but they were no longer as clear as before. His pupils had slowly dilated and become dilated, and the slight movements of his body had become even weaker.
In the end, it opened its mouth and laughed. In fact, Tuanzi wanted to hug them and comfort them just like he did when they cried before.
But it couldn't really lift its paws, and Tuanzi couldn't bear to see them so sad.
At the same time, it also saw their bodies pressed tightly together.
The obsession in my heart slowly dissipated.
Children who love to cry will never quarrel again, right?
Next time you have a fight, be sure to comfort the other person. We have all come out of the pain, so don't hurt the other person again who is also hurt.
Because of love, it hurts even more.
Don't let yourself become a new pain in each other's hearts.
The farewell was very silent. Tuanzi no longer had the energy to speak to comfort them, and they just sobbed quietly without saying a word.
Until the end, Tuanzi was looking at them gently, and before he withdrew, he also heard what they said.
"Cabbage, please take care of yourself..."
"We will send you lots of food. If possible, just come back to us like that kitten."
"We will keep looking for you and wait for you in this home. We won't let you end up like that little cat..."
"We won't let you go home alone... We will stay with you, always..."
There seemed to be tears in Tuanzi's eyes, but in the end it did not agree to them. It just smiled gently until it left.
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