Chapter 1361: Being a Beast
Chapter 1361: Being a Beast
"You are playing with fire!"
After Baili Chengfeng finished speaking, he leaned close to her ear and said viciously, "What do you think is in that wine? I may not be a beast, but I can't guarantee that the wine won't turn me into a beast."
"You mean, the wine..."
Chu Zhixin suddenly realized that the wine might not be as simple as she imagined, and suddenly understood why Baili Rongyin was so meaningful.
"You...then stay away from me!"
She suddenly felt a little scared and just wanted to keep her distance from the man.
Because she knew very well that human nature could not stand the test, especially under the catalysis of some physical reasons, it would always become uncontrollable.
Maybe Baili Chengfeng really didn't intend to do anything to her, but under the influence of the alcohol, both she and he would lose their minds and do things they would regret.
The only way to prevent that from happening is for them to stay away from each other!
"Now you know to stay away from me, but it's too late. I'm not a saint, I'm just a normal man!"
After Baili Chengfeng finished speaking, he couldn't help but move closer to Chu Zhixin and began to get closer to her.
"No, Kazama, wake up. We can't go on like this. Something will go wrong."
Chu Zhixin resisted weakly, but even she knew that she could not fight the power of the drug, and her refusal was more like an invitation.
"Then there will be problems!"
Baili Chengfeng's voice was low and painful. He kissed Chu Zhixin's face and said with the power of the drug: "I have been following the rules all my life, afraid of making mistakes here and there. Now I don't care whether I make mistakes or not. I just want to do what I want to do."
"do not want!"
Chu Zhixin bit Baili Chengfeng hard and said, "You will regret it. I don't want you to regret it."
"I won't regret it."
Baili Chengfeng's voice was full of certainty, and he said sarcastically: "I really should talk to Sheng Qi. Instead of being a spare tire that is always ranked last, it is better to be a bad guy. At least bad guys can get it."
When Chu Zhixin heard Baili Chengfeng say this, he showed a look of despair and no longer resisted. "Since you have made up your mind, I will do as you wish, as long as you are happy."
This was what she owed Baili Chengfeng. If this method could make him feel better, then she felt there was nothing to refuse.
To put it bluntly, she lit the fire, so she should be responsible for controlling it. Otherwise, it would be too selfish!
"This is what you said, I hope you won't regret it."
Baili Chengfeng's actions became more and more bold. He treated the woman as a dessert that he had been craving for a long time and just wanted to enjoy her completely.
A forced watermelon is indeed not sweet, but it quenches thirst. He has considered this and that in his life, but never considered himself.
Now, the drug in the wine has made him lose his good character and transformed him into a wolf-like beast, so he will just be content to be a beast.
As the two people's clothes were taken off one by one, they were getting closer and closer to the edge of danger.
Tears flowed from the corners of Chu Zhixin's eyes, but she clenched her fingers, said nothing, and endured it silently...
Until she smelled a strong smell of blood and her body was no longer touched by Baili Chengfeng.
"What...what happened?"
Chu Zhixin asked cautiously.
However, there was no response.
The smell of blood became stronger and stronger, forcing Chu Zhixin to get up and fumble to turn on the light.
The scene before her scared her.
There was a long bloody wound on the back of Baili Chengfeng's hand, with blood oozing out. In his other hand, he held the self-defense dagger he carried with him.
"Kazama, you...what did you do?"
Chu Zhixin covered his mouth and asked in disbelief.
"I...cut myself."
Baili Chengfeng leaned in the corner, frowned, and said with a painful expression.
"Why did you cut yourself?"
Chu Zhixin was frightened out of her wits. Her confused brain became much clearer. In a panic, she rushed forward and tried to stop the man's bleeding.
"Don't come over here, don't touch me!"
Baili Chengfeng reacted violently, wielding his knife and warning viciously.
"I……"
Chu Zhixin stood halfway, not daring to act rashly, and pointed at his wound and said, "I'm just worried about you. You're bleeding, you must be in pain, why do you hurt yourself like this?"
“It hurts better!”
Baili admitted, gnashing his teeth and saying painfully, "The pain can make me more sober, so that I won't act like an animal and do things controlled by instinct."
"So you..."
Chu Zhixin was stunned and was so moved that tears were about to come out.
Only then did she understand that Baili Chengfeng cut himself with a knife in order to keep himself awake and not be controlled by the drug in the wine.
Obviously, he could use her as a vent, and she wouldn't blame him, but he knew she didn't want to, so he didn't let himself indulge himself.
After all, no matter how cruel and heartless he was, he still couldn't bear to hurt her in the slightest.
Such love is too great and too heavy, making her feel unworthy!
"You really don't have to go this far. Even if you really do it with me..."
Chu Zhixin paused, choked up and said, "I won't blame you either."
"I know you won't blame me..."
Baili Chengfeng's voice was a little weak, and he said lightly: "You feel that you owe me, so you treat yourself as an object. You think that as long as I want it, you can give it to me, and that will be considered as making up for it, right?"
"That's not what I meant, I just..."
Chu Zhixin wanted to refute, but he couldn't.
Because deep down, this is indeed her mental state.
She knew very well that she owed Baili Chengfeng too much and had no way to repay him. If her body could be used to offset the debt, she was willing to use it.
"unnecessary."
Baili Chengfeng snorted coldly: "I want someone to meet my needs, I can let anyone do it, but it can't be you. I know you will regret it, and I will regret it too."
For a moment, when he touched Chu Zhixin's body, he really didn't want to be a human being anymore. He felt that being an animal was pretty good, at least he had gotten it and tasted it.
But he still held back and retreated, because he knew that the consequence of his tasting would be destruction.
A flower, blooming in a snowy place, unattainable, holy and noble. He yearned for it and thought it was very beautiful.
However, when he really picked it, kept it by his side, and wasted time and time possessing it, was this flower still noble and holy?
Rather than destroying the thing he loved most, he might as well let it bloom in the sky. He looked at it from afar, yearning for it, and felt that it was beautiful and precious.
"Kazama, you are so kind. How can I repay you? I..."
Chu Zhixin instinctively wanted to get closer to the man and hug him.
Baili Chengfeng avoided him like a snake or scorpion, "You just need to stay away from me!"
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