coobybook Chapter 306 Delay
Chapter 306 Delay
Since the competition that day, subtle changes have taken place deep in He Ying's heart.
In the past, he was proud of the sword in his hand that was as sharp as iron. But today, when Miss Qinglian defeated him calmly and steadily like a breeze, He Ying deeply realized that true strength does not come from momentum, but contains a deeper understanding and control of the world.
So, from that moment on, He Ying began to re-examine Miss Qinglian. Her eyes, though usually calm, were like the universe containing countless stars, deep and bright. Everything she had seen, her thoughts, her talent and determination, were all quietly revealed in her eyes. Every confrontation was like an impact and baptism of her heart.
After admitting defeat, He Ying's respect for Qinglian deepened. It was a heartfelt respect, just like the respect that the brightest star in the night sky has for the moonlight. She no longer regarded Qinglian as a mere opponent, but as a colleague, a confidant, and a comrade-in-arms.
The good feelings in her heart slowly gathered like a trickle in her heart, becoming stronger and stronger. He Ying wanted to get close to her, not only to exchange sword skills, but also to communicate and understand her more deeply. However, she also knew that Miss Qinglian was a person with her own principles.
Qinglian had no other thoughts in her mind. As a woman, she had been working in the officialdom and had long understood the difficulties and hardships involved. She always reminded herself that women should strive for self-improvement and not let personal feelings ruin important things. She knew that she had a great responsibility and should not waste precious time on love affairs.
She saw He Ying's transformation and felt relieved. She was happy that He Ying respected her, but she also knew that their friendship should stop at friends. Therefore, when He Ying wanted to get closer to her, she always kept a proper distance.
But He Ying was not discouraged. She understood Qinglian's difficulties and her principles. So, she worked harder to practice swordsmanship, and also helped Qinglian in other ways, becoming an indispensable partner and assistant to her.
Although Qinglian's official position is small, it carries a heavy responsibility. She also wants to be like Queen Xu Jiaoran and Cheng Wenwen, and support women.
She handled every trivial government matter with an iron fist and a righteous heart. Her bright eyes seemed to be able to see through people's hearts and distinguish right from wrong. She was unwilling to waste any moment pursuing romance, because in her heart, justice and duty were above everything else.
He Ying, on the other hand, is the opposite of Qinglian. He gradually understands his feelings for Qinglian and falls deeply in love with her, but he also understands her thoughts and ambitions. His affection is like a deep stream, flowing continuously without any waves. In the eyes of the world, the two of them are a perfect couple, but deep in their hearts, love only occupies a small part of their lives.
Although Qinglian could feel He Ying's deep love, she had to put it aside. She only had the Ming Dynasty and her duties in her heart. She knew He Ying's efforts and sacrifices, but she could not change her path because of them. She tried to explain her thoughts to He Ying, but those words seemed so pale and powerless in front of He Ying's deep love.
However, He Ying was not discouraged. He understood Qinglian's thoughts and knew how difficult it was for her. He chose to support her and protect her silently. His heart was like the bright moon hanging high in the sky, clear and flawless; his love was like an ancient well, deep and lasting. His eyes always followed Qinglian's figure, and even when she was unaware, he was silently blessing and praying for her.
"How can you have both?" He Ying once silently repeated this sentence. He knew that Qinglian's choice was right and great. He was willing to silently pay for Qinglian's dreams and ideals, even if his heart would suffer endless pain and loneliness.
Even though Qinglian had clearly rejected He Ying, He Ying would not be discouraged. He often silently observed Qinglian and helped Qinglian.
Everyone thought that He Ying was a good man and advised Qinglian to like and accept him.
However, Qinglian's eyes revealed determination, and her words were as cold and firm as the winter wind: "Can you please not follow me?"
Her voice was full of helplessness and bitterness, but also with a hint of determination.
After hearing this, He Ying was slightly stunned, and a trace of deep pain flashed in his eyes. But he did not give up, but just stood there quietly, like a solitary peak, silently bearing all the wind and rain.
However, in everyone's eyes, He Ying is a good man. They all persuaded Qinglian: "Accept him, he is so good to you."
Their voices were full of kindness and care, but Qinglian's heart was like a stagnant pool of water, without a single ripple.
Under the starry night sky, He Ying silently stared at Qinglian's back. His heart was filled with bitterness and helplessness, but he did not choose to give up. He still silently waited by her side, like a loyal knight guarding his princess.
What about Qinglian? Her heart was full of entanglements and contradictions. She knew that she didn't like He Ying, and she even hated him a little. But every time she saw his persistent eyes and his love for her, her heart would soften involuntarily.
Qinglian, Qinglian, what are you thinking? Can you really bear to let this affectionate man continue to silently pay for you?
But Qinglian could never give a clear answer. She felt like she was trapped in a huge maze and couldn't find the exit. Her heart was like being shrouded by an invisible fog and she couldn't see the road ahead. She only knew that she shouldn't indulge in love and that she had more important things to do.
Days passed by like this, and He Ying's waiting did not win back Qinglian's heart. However, he was not discouraged, and he still silently guarded Qinglian every moment. His eyes were full of determination and persistence, as if he was waiting for a miracle to happen.
In everyone's eyes, He Ying is still a good man, and they still persuade Qinglian. However, Qinglian's heart is still like a pool of stagnant water, unable to stir up a ripple.
However, Xu Jiaoran saw He Ying's infatuation with Qinglian and also noticed the changes in Qinglian in recent days, so she found Qinglian and had a heart-to-heart talk with her.
"Qinglian, you are a qualified female military officer and have always done a good job, but life is not just about errands. You can do something of your own." Xu Jiaoran persuaded her.
Qinglian shook her head: "For Qinglian, the mission is the most important thing."
"Qinglian, regarding the matter between you and He Ying, are you really going to keep ignoring him?" Xu Jiaoran simply pointed it out.
These days, Xu Jiaoran got along well with the girls. They all respected her, and she was also tolerant and chatted with them about this matter, which was nothing.
Qinglian said, "My Lady, I don't want love to hold me back."